My biggest hope in this life to is to breach someone’s silent scream for help. There doesn’t need to be a full audience. Just one person to walk away saying “I needed to hear that”.
I am unashamed to say I am not happy where I’m at in life, but I’m the happiest I’ve ever been. And I’m constantly working to better myself and my surroundings to be even happier.
There’s always dark within the light, though.
Depression is a dark cloud that likes to rain down even on the sunniest of days.
And it’s okay to be sad.
It’s okay to feel down when you know you should be shining bright.
The inexplicable onset of sadness is okay. It doesn’t shape who you are in your moments of happy.
War wages within each and everyone of us constantly. Joy and melancholy constantly fight for the upper hand.
Sometimes Joy wins.
Sometimes Melancholy wins.
Struggling means you’re alive.
Sometimes you can’t pinpoint why you feel either.
Today was one of my good days. I felt content with myself and the world around me.
Tomorrow might be different.
And that is okay.
Let the dark cloud hang if it needs to.
There’s always sunshine waiting to ring in a new day.